it’s 3.15am and i’ve been tossing & turning in bed thinking abt us.
there’s only so much i can tolerate and i’ve reached my boiling point. i don’t rmb feeling more jaded and frustrated than this.
maybe because i really thought it was going to work out in the beginning but now it seems like i dont even know you any more.
im sorry but this is not what i signed up for.
i look for transparency and honesty in a relationship and there’s none of that coming from you.
we can drag this on forever if you still wish to be in denial.
i’ll wait (patiently) for you to come to your senses.
and when you do, i hope you remember more of the good memories we share than the bad.
i hope i have made a difference in your life as you did in mine.
que sera, sera.